Communicating the Heart: The New Moon in Gemini 4° 47- 25th May 7:44pm UTC

by Andrew Smith

 
Communicating the Heart: The New Moon in Mutable Air

Morning Star Venus in Cardinal Fire who squares Pluto in Cardinal Earth

on the 25th May 2017 at 7:44pm UTC

LISTEN to AUDIO NARRATION HERE:

“Don’t you understand how Cho’s feeling at the moment?” [Hermione] asked.

“No,” said Ron and Harry together.

Hermione sighed and laid down her quill.

“Well, obviously, she’s feeling very sad, because of Cedric dying. Then I expect she’s feeling confused because she liked Cedric and now she likes Harry, and she can’t work out who she likes best. Then she’ll be feeling guilty, thinking it’s an insult to Cedric’s memory to be kissing Harry at all, and she’ll be worrying about what everyone else might say about her if she starts going out with Harry. And she probably can’t work out what her feelings toward Harry are anyway, because he was the one who was with Cedric when Cedric died, so that’s all very mixed up and painful. Oh, and she’s afraid she’s going to be thrown off the Ravenclaw Quidditch team because she’s been flying so badly.”
A slightly stunned silence greeted the end of this speech, then Ron said, “One person can’t feel all that at once, they’d explode.”

“Just because you’ve got the emotional range of a teaspoon doesn’t mean we all have,” said Hermione nastily, picking up her quill again.”

― J.K. Rowling (Venus conjoined Pluto)Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

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The primal intensity of the deep emotional surges that have arisen of late, echoes from your former heart scripts that threaten to overwhelm your renewed honest, open and lOving heart, have been profound. The rise of the Dark may only mirror the strengthening of your Light, a simple fact that your mind knows, but within those insane moment your life has felt unloving even though you can feel lOved within your Higher Self.

Issues of unworthiness have arisen within this creative hiatus; issues of lovability have arisen within a time when your heart-consciousness has been awash with memories of how you have loved and been loved; issues of esteem and appreciation have arisen, devastating your ego as you are shocked at the raw and vulnerable emotions that you thought you had worked through; and issues of loneliness have tremored through your heart, even if you have been met.

No longer willing to accept things as they have been, your heart reached a point where it can no longer live within the conditions it has found itself. Diving deeper and deeper into a more conscious life, a life where you are aware of the dualistic weave that permeates your life and the lives of those you lOve – that you are living in a both a protected and unprotected state simultaneously and that you are seeking to make conscious the ancestral, familiar and personal dysfunctional legacies that have puppeteered your life – the challenge of intimate relating becomes a tender yet tumultuous ground as you seek to lOve without judgement; as you seek to merge without losing yourself; as you seek the balance between the feminine and masculine within yourself; as you search for the hidden unity that lies just beyond the Veil; and as you desire to do this in true partnership with someone who is your conscious equal.

Nothing can be left unturned on this path as you seek to free yourself from the fetters that bind you to the perpetual Wheel, incarnating time and time again as you seek to lighten the bonds, healing the scripts and free your soul from the legacies that keep drawing you back to this plane of being. In searching for that freedom, the analysis can be both rewarding and paralysing, after all how can you truly answer the question “How are you” when there are so many layers to your multifaceted soul, now that you are consciously operating at so many different levels simultaneously! You know that your mind is awash with a frenetic busyness of deciphering the meaning of all that has befallen you, yet is also calm in the knowingness that it does not truly matter; your heart is challenged by the meaning of true intimacy, yet you can sense that in seed of light within you is all that you need to reach your Wholeness; you know that it does not matter what you do in the world, so long as you allow the truth of Soul to express itself freely and openly in all that you do; and you know that in the moment you are doing okay but are still faced with huge issues concerning your worth and value!! So many complexes; so many subtle layers; so many things to articulate! So rather than share all that is going on in the moment, you merely say “I’m good, thanks” and then wonder why you feel cheapened, misunderstood and frustrated!

Okay you can justify it all by not wanting to appear intense, scary or intimidating and you also know that the other person is merely being polite when asking after your well-being. But being true and honest is the hallmark of this path and they did ask… and so returning your focus within you berate yourself for not having the language to put into words the complexity of your feeling nature.

Isn’t it ironic that the longer you walk along the path of conscious living; the deeper you dive into the well of your heart; the stronger the longing to re-connect to a source vaster than yourself; and the further you seek to shed the vestiges of your unprotected self; the more challenging relating appears to be? You know that only that which is lOved can be understood and that only a pure heart can see in the Dark, and yet it feels so raw to expose the truth of your heart or to openly acknowledge the dark of your soul in the presence of someone you lOve in the confidence that your dark will be embraced and lOved unconditionally.

But not being open and honest is dishonouring your truth and that of your path; not honouring the spiritual dimension of your world and focusing only on the tangible dishonours the souls of those you have consciously attracted into your world, whose path parallels yours. By not finding a languaging to communicate this intrinsic dualism is denying the deeper dimension of your inner Gemini to articulate itself. Your ‘partner’ knows that the everyday and ordinary talking about feelings is just not enough and that what you are currently experience has to be framed with in the evolution and growth of your Soul. Why? Because of the existence of Gemini!

Existing between two worlds, the presence of the cosmic category known as Mutable Air, or living Voice, attests to the fact that there is always two Voices taking place in every conversation. There is the sound of the everyday and commonplace, a common misconception that demarcates the world of the populist interpretation of Gemini – fickle gossip, twittered soundbites, attention span of a goldfish and talking for the sake of it. But ever present there simultaneously exists a lighter, subtle and ethereal sound of spirit or gOd found in every conversation attesting to the deeper meaning behind any conversation that is had. As you awaken and live consciously, this esoteric realm of the Geminian archetype becomes increasingly apparent and this is one of the issues that frustrates those attempting to live in a conscious relationship – how to find the language that honours the spirit in another, yet also discussing the pain of being here; how to communicate from a place of discernment that does not sound like judgement; how to recognise whether the ego of another can allow their Soul to truly hear you; and that you are talking from your Soul and not your egoic desire to control and manage your path. No mean feat! Yet it is possible. Why? Because of the existence of Gemini within you!

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You do not have to have been born with your “I AM” Self in this zodiacal sign, nor do you need to have your emotional body, your mental body, your heart consciousness, your will nature or your true self mirrored in this sign to be able to truly understand these two co-existing worlds. Somewhere in your cosmic weave it exists, as all twelve cosmic categories exist within you. Granted there are those in your life with a more pronounced relationship to this particular consciousness than you may have. But it is still there.

The existence of the sign of Gemini merely means that you can communicate, simultaneously, between two differing states – spirit and here. If you are going to communicate your emerging values; if you are going to truly understand the way in which your heart expresses itself; if you are going to truly invite a conscious relationship into your life, then honouring this dualism is necessary. You need to openly communicate your Spirit Heart and your Earthly Heart equally and learn to find a way to frame both within the same conversation.

And no better time to plant that seed than during this forthcoming Geminian lunation, a lunation those focus draws awareness to the death of the old paradigm of ego-based relating, relationships merely based on the physical. You have been aware of that movement for some time and in the recent weeks the themes of struggling to communicate the depth and subtly of your heart’s scripts have become ever pressing. As mentioned previously, it has been raw and vulnerable in terms of heart-values, whether mirrored in the impoverished state of the political and social world or whether within your own friendships and family relationships. Intensely karmic encounters stimulate the re-emergence of old feelings and patterns – perhaps old jealousies, deep grief over previous losses, suppressed resentments, or power struggles. Yet, you have accumulated enough skills, resources and understanding at this stage to deal successfully with whatever challenges may emerge now and despite those pervading omens. You know deep down that this time is akin to moving through winter before spring, as you can sense the pending fecund creativity and growth within the abundant energy surrounding you as this process gathers momentum. It is just that the raw emotions invoked may occult your vision for a time, as an inner soap opera unfolds.

There are some questions to ask yourself as you hold a space during this time, such as do you believe that you will continue to be lOved (not loved) if you openly communicate the spiritual values that are so important to your life? Do you feel that you can look past the other person’s reactions, recognising that they too may need time and space to digest the FULL implication of what you are saying, as they too struggle to find a way to honour the co-existence of spirit and matter within the early stages of their conscious path? Do you feel open to talk about the deep Darkness that lingers in your heart, a darkness that stems from your protected state and an earlier, more closed version of yourself? Do you feel that you can let go those in your life who cannot cope with this emerging heart of yours, even if you are in deep appreciation and love of their presence in your life? Are you open to running the risk of rejection from those you love if you truly open your heart and show your heart-centred values?

Ultimately the transmutation of your physical heart cannot be attained through any process of mental or emotional amendment, but only through spiritual replacement. Seeking solutions to perceived suffering merely sustains a haunting sense of incompleteness within as that ever-seeking sense of “I” drives you to service your desires. Surrendering yourself to what you believe gOd to be maybe the only place where such a replacement is possible. If you are willing to put your heart in the Living Light, with no other wish apart from inviting Wholeness to make Its Heart the same as your own, it will be done. Remember that your spirit-heart is as expansive as the cosmos, which is why it is so tragic to belittle yourself or to question your worth. No matter what happens, please continue to push back the boundaries of your inner life. The confidence to prevail over any love centred problem, the strength to overcome adversity and unbounded hope – all reside within you.

Remember that to live a spiritual life, a change of heart is required. This conversion from ego centred love to an open and inclusive heart-centred love, is marked by this long, quiet process of transformation that you are now living through. It may not feel like it on a daily basis, but as you encounter oneness within, as you openly express your true heart-centred values; as you love without any expectation of return or gain, you heal, you transform and your radiate your truth, enabling a path way to open up for others as well. Communicate well, my friend, and let lOve be the only words that flow forth through your Voice. Till next lunation, I bid you well.

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Written at 23:55 GMT, 19th November 2016.

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4 replies
  1. Laura
    Laura says:

    WOW!!! It is like that detailed explanation was written for me within this moment. I have a whirl- wind of emotions bubbling up and a good 50% is indeed self- esteem and old feelings and hurts that I thought were cleared but have come back up for revision and getting to the core wounds that need to be healed within. Thank you so very much for your interpretation that is so very fitting xoxoxox

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  2. Karena Domenico
    Karena Domenico says:

    Thank You for articulating so succinctly the complexity of what I’m feeling. I really truly admire and appreciate Your InSight❤️

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